Well, it's been a while since I wrote last journal. And I'm kinda asking help through this journal. Kinda embarrassed to write about this, but hell, I'm writing it anyways.
So as some of you may know, I've never been in a relationship, and I'm completely fine with it. But so very awkwardly, this spring those passing by couples catching my eyes and I feel like I wanna date someone, and been showing abnormal behaviors such as starts and trying talking to a girl you've never met before.
I mean, SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING AND WHAT IS THIS FEELING?!
I'm really hoping that this feeling is just a passing by spring feeling and I'm trying to suppress that feeling because I do know and realize that kind of feeling is something I shouldn't have, and it will not help me in any ways, but it's not that easy.
So... I hope you write me some comments. any tips and comments are welcomed.