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So today I have write the enlistment form and submitted it via online. The process will take about a month, and I will get the results around mid December. If I get accepted, then I'll leave to bootcamp for 8 weeks of basic training some time around January.
I don't know what is this weird feeling around me... it never leaves me and haunts me for all day. 
When girls are all the same, why do you bother?
When girls are all the same and only thing different is how do they look, why do I even bother? They are all the same.
Yes I have failed once again this time. And I hate it. I swear I'm really done with girls and won't chase them anymore.
Who said relationship is the only thing you can have when you're young, but what if when you can't have one? Fuck.
Someone said what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I do agree. They don't kill me physically, neither mentally and those fails do make me stronger, but in a different way. It only strengthens a monster inside me that is made of my hatreds and doubts towards girls. Each failure give tha
What is this weird feeling...
Well, it's been a while since I wrote last journal. And I'm kinda asking help through this journal. Kinda embarrassed to write about this, but hell, I'm writing it anyways.
So as some of you may know, I've never been in a relationship, and I'm completely fine with it. But so very awkwardly, this spring those passing by couples catching my eyes and I feel like I wanna date someone, and been showing abnormal behaviors such as starts and trying talking to a girl you've never met before.
I mean, SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING AND WHAT IS THIS FEELING?!
I'm really hoping that this feeling is just a passing by spring feeling and I'm trying
valen fucking tine day...(2)
(FYI, I didn't capitalized valentine's day on purpose.)
Oh man, I really need something much more powerful than I've mentioned on last year to destroy this day... Like twin-linked Mk.19 40mm grenade launcher, combined with twin-linked M-134 minigun.
Just so you know, by purchasing chocolate for your lover, (unless you're buying a fair-trade one) you're contributing exploitation of children in Africa, and make insurgents that kills innocent people and burns down village for money smiles, and fill their pocket.
INSTEAD OF BUYING CHOCOLATES I BOUGHT ROLLIEZ.
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